life aint easy to go, but luckily i have you dearly ♥

Saturday, November 26, 2011 1:47 AM


Finally, the holidays come again! (: but, still got to study, tuition & etc, hmmph, tired of it. seriously, form 6 aint easy nor hard, but need to be really concentrate in it. but i scare i couldnt pay 101% attention, what should i do? hmmph. roger that. but what can i say is, i enjoy the form 6 who called Pre-U life :D i make a lots a lots of friends and meet the-only-one who i appreciate & care me a lots, thus, we share different kind of  stuff addict! haha, sounds so junk. i got a girl, who name michelle, she like those nail polish stuff, especially in O.P.I cracking nail? btw, she love those dark colours, sound so emo_ing. haha. with others, who always listen what happen to my heart --> yee hang. though, i lazy to upload the photo one by one of them, intro for you guys next time! i guess, this is why i enjoy in my new school, Chung Hwa? roger that (:

Last week, is my sweetheart birthday (= guess what i had prepared? i bought a ♥ shape box, a shaver, because i dont like his mustache things =.= a box chocolate (: a Quicksilver wallet, a two Levi's tee C= dear, happy birdday yah :D so sad, i dint snap the present ): honestly, i like his tee! the polo tee, white colour with purple printed line on the collar. went to bought its with my girl, we choose together! because i asked her to acc me, thanks girl. and also my friends birthday. we held a celebration for her, but i dint snap a pic with the birthday girl because her boyfriend keep stay around her! :b but then i got snap one with him, show you.

ta daa~ always cant act normal one =.=

i guess, this what make me addicting to him? a funny & cheerly outside but always worried this & that in inside. he kinda like a busy person though =I 

Hmmph. so boring staying at home. wish to drive out but lazy. driving car aint fun. need to care the motorist and all that. blah. Kelantan are having damn many amout of car! or i should say, the road are small? everyday besides weekend, i need to fetch my sis. like it already be half of my schedule =O tired dao. between, here are having flood. its monsoon season again. i hate raining day, make me dont wanna leave my pillow & double cold as usual ): dearly there, take care okay? )=

duhh, here i said, here its comes, time to fetch her. stop here, update soon, Ciao (;

dearly, remember our next destination, Paris da Eiffel tower (:

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je t'aime ♥

Friday, November 4, 2011 3:48 AM


boujour peeps! im back =D idk why today i got the mood to update my blog (; [*mood swing swing] after all, finally im done exam! big yay first~ but how sucks the result is, i dont wanna care it at ALL! guess what, i already  having a long long time that dint have a movie-marathon. i miss gossip girl, i miss the vampires diary & etc ): soooo far, i dint ask from anyone else who got those movie because they are watching hong kong movie. yees? can i hear from anyone that you wanna share me some? perhaps );


but whatever. this coming 20th is my dearly big day! but he is going back to hometown to celebrate with his families, how sad ): but its okay. i have a lot a plenty of time to celebrate with him! huhu (: but he asked me dont prepare or buy anything of him, dont worry dearly, i wont =P


but dear, i got something to tell you.


as long as you enjoy your life now,
as long as you feel the love from me to you,
as long as im still beside you,
as long as im still alive,
as long as im still breathe every minutes, every second,


please remember, there is nothing cant fix, but its need time.
there is nothing you need to worry about, because i wont leave you. trust me okay? i love you ♥ keep to faith (: 



after all,
happy 4 months anniversary (:








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sucks school + sucks people = unhappy school life =I

Tuesday, September 27, 2011 8:02 AM


hell yes, im back again (: sorry that im abandoning my blog, so so so not enough time to tidy up here + busying with my dearly too, heh. a big smiling appear on my face (:

first, i want grab a deep gasp. whiuuuuuuuu~ i got my MUET speaking test in this 13th of oct. gosh i cant imagine what would happen out there. wondering when i just wanna prepare  everything. argh, i hate when my schedule is full! i got plenty of things to done. my notes? check. my essays? oh no. i need time to prepare ):

bad mood lately, something worst happened lately, i hate my new school life. here to those jerks + childish human + cowards who just know to sabotage us at our back. seriously, this treat make you look more ugly & this aint destroy me or us either. i though you guys are the one whom are matured than us but its already prove clearly that you are not that mature enough. yeah, i though? but for the god sake, im here to thank you, make me or us grow stronger & i learned a new lesson again. im here to speak out my though. wondering what i post today will make what new rumors again next. a bunches of sucks person with sucks provement. judging without statement or evidence all are stupid excuse to sabotage people.

argh, i totally hate my school seriously. they are so many ugly person & wearing mask everyday. for my future, i have to proceed it. im fucking glad that i have my loves one beside me. without them im dying i guess. my mood had spoiled, RAWR!

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iloveyou.

Friday, July 29, 2011 7:47 PM


darling, i love you (:
thats all i can say.

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worst weeks. hopetoseerainbowlater (:

Wednesday, July 27, 2011 10:25 PM


phew, back again. what should i say for this few weeks. yah, its sucks. damn sucks. Attetion! for the next talking, please skip it off if you hate a girl talking rudely, because the next phrase is all about rude words, sorry =X

my mood been spoiled by a jerk last night. i got a called from him, asked me to take care myself. wtf, who he think he is. yes how lucky if you're reading this phrase. this phrase is for you! look at yourself before judging me, im your ex so what? duhh, dont close. keep reading. its not a big deal. please stopping behave like a kids, i have no much time to play hide & seek with you. i dont need you to care so much, somehow i act you like a dog that hungry without been feeding then go and simply bark all around. im felt pity for you, because my blackie are clever than you, but remember, just felt pity one 2 seconds. believe me, if you're back kb from kL, please hiding, i would slap you if i see you, bastard.

sorry again for my rudeness. yeah, im pissed off with somebody =X i cant control to my emotional when i think about this. argh, roger that.

last few days im falled sick ): on the day that i got exam. worry about what marks would i get. yeah, im so glad that so many besties care about me (: thank YOU =D still left 2 papers to go. this week, zero plans to do & nowhere to go. but luckily, i have you, yes you, stupid dinosaur, cheering my life (: thanks to you too.

dear dinosaur, know this teory? know & remember it.
ciao (:

p/s : zero things to share too. sorry ): back soon. xoxo.

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you're mine (:

Tuesday, July 19, 2011 1:24 AM


you're mine! (:

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part of the list.

Friday, July 8, 2011 2:48 AM


 jia Qi + me (:
buhhh! 
blogging isnt my appetite recently.
just a short post.
hmmmph.
chaoz (:

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