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Sunday, April 25, 2010 3:41 AM ♥


left more 1 hours and half i'm going tuition class until ten night . well , i'm sitting in front of screen already half an hour . first , i open my mail then i open my facebook . a words , bored .

today , so fuck up . spot-check was having today . i had been cut-ted my side-burn hair . actually , i still hide some of it behind my ear then . cool uh huh ? its okay , dont worry , ugly still . hahas ~  i dont expect its look still nice , its look like an idiot more . but i still wont go salon and re-cut it . ugly uh ? let it be then . i'm not expect myself looks pretty but cuties more =D *narcissist  heh . self-beloved is normal =P duhh .

well ,  one of my friends inviting me go to pcb to celebrate his birthday this coming Thursday night . i dunno weather I'm going or not =X its look awesome there . having BBQ with bestie , blowing the sea wind . i want to go =( but shy to going =I

his birthday present that i'd gave him is , a birthday song played by guitar . ahaha ~ he look kinda surprise . after playing it he seems get shock like i'm the first girl or first time listen that someone having birthday song for him by using guitars ? argh ! narcissist again =P nahh .

okay okay . i think i gonna prepare everythings for my tuition . i plan to wear a baby blue sweater , my friends said that make me look like gonna go to Japan .  she said so , this is because at the same time Japan having winter season . ahaha ! so i tell them , no , i'm not going to Japan , but i just back from Mars to Earth :)) eww , its really make me feel cold again . well , that is me . lame but funny :D and one more ! cuteeee ~ duhh , narcissist .

narcissism make me feel beautiful , seriously =)

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the black world comes .

Friday, April 23, 2010 6:26 AM ♥


holy crap ! what am i doing now ? i dunno . speechless . unthinkable . i going be so till when ? someone mind show what am i doing now ?

i just know i'm not texted with him a lots . i spend music and guitars a lots , now .

saturday - study .
sunday - study .
monday - study .
 study and study and study .

i just know to study .



mad . frustrated . exhausted . ambitious . autistic . hopeless . helpless . speechless .
those words describing me . fuck .



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wish me !

Saturday, April 17, 2010 1:36 AM ♥


yesterday , was being a past tense , for me , you . dear lovely you , i dunno will you view here or wont , just wanna tell you forget about yesterday , welcome for present tense =)

you use to be happy gold lucky before , now not anymore =( you can share everythings to me , or anyone . a best friend . everyone need it , need a best friend , dont be so so emo . yah ? by the way , your exam , dont because of tiny love stuff then ruin or disturb your exam ; life :)

wheeeee ~ omg ! i haven't memorize my speech but tomorrow gonna have speech competiton , wish me =(

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我是谁 我是谁 我是谁 =D

Monday, April 12, 2010 12:52 AM ♥


aiyah . he go camp already =( hmm . . . so boring up here . oh yah , recently , i bought a headphone . wheeeeeeee ~ happy =D can listen those SONG with nicely & comfortably . but so sad , got to study . homework a lots too . this is because they gonna check our exercise book lurh .

by the way , my bestie addicted to a new chinese song .  its 我是谁 , sing by Magic Power . haha , they keep sing in class and around school too . cutee =)

opps , mind empty =( i think i gonna start do my homework and do some revision . between , i had passed my lovely monday today at school =)))

我是谁 我是谁 我是谁 :D

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:))

Tuesday, April 6, 2010 3:35 AM ♥


aww ~ so fucking bored right here . and how i going to spend my lovely thursday again ? hmm . . keep study everyday ? oh no , sure i going be crazy . REALLY . nvm larh , i play acoustics guitar by myself then . find some easy tabs and play lurh .

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Sunday, April 4, 2010 7:52 AM ♥


i dont get it . the everythings you said today will make you happier ? did you think about it again now ? i wonder =X you saying everyone , including ME . i'm learning too . i ain't perfect , i'm not the one who intelligent as you . who will waste his or her own money to spend time so ? i don't get it . you are different as past . if you think you wasting your time to play with us , we're okay . you can leave and join yours friends . and tell us what you wish . we just wanna having fun and i wanna learn , too , you get that ?

i just not understand , WHY YOU WANT SAY SO =(

he leave suddenly , cause he got urgent .
he leave , i'm doing nothing . cause he's my guitar teacher =X
he leave , you bring your friend . so we doing nothing .

before you coming , we're learning . after you came , he leave , so we doing nothing .

hmm . . . can you tell me what you thinking and you realized with what you said is full with torn ? its pain =(

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