count down for sch reopen -_____-
Monday, December 28, 2009 
11:04 PM ♥
still left 4 days . 4 !
4 . times passed sooooooooooooooo fast . i just having a break . a coffee break ? i'm rushing my homework . hurm . . i still got a lots of homework need to do . open lappy and keep viewing calender . so fast , its tuesday turn . then wednesday , thursday , friday & saturday ! OMG ! why i seems like scare of school reopen ? should it be excited not ? ish . am i will going to be mad ? maybe ? guess so ? then i should be in rehab . another OMG .
big sigher . i'm so so so . . . annoying . annoyed of ? the stupid ugly hair ? the stupid homework ? GOD , PLEASE SAVE ME ! if god heard my prays , imagine that after i done and post this blog , when i going to continued my homework , ting ! my all homework done ~ then school reopen will be delayed until next year ? mai , too greedy d . delay until end of march . hoho ~ how fun is that !
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lame . i know . just imagine what . police wont catch one . teehee ~
argh ! i'm so starving ~ ba la ba la ba ~ i'm lovin it . ish , i'm thinking of McDonald's . 3pm coming . the cheap lunch meals going to close d luu . . . fast fast , thinking what i going to eat . ermmmmm . . . . nothing . cause i'm not going . nahh , eat kisses better , what a huge da bian , actually is chocolate , but its shape like da bian . haha ~ GROSS , i know.
times control me ! argh ~
7:39 AM ♥
just back from marry brown . we go to airport , to test drive . i'm driving ! muahaha ~ just joking . next year just drive , perhaps ? in march . hoho ~ that fast food restaurant kinda nice , nice interior . its seat is like swing that kind . i sit that seat with my brother , then we played like the kids . ish . until now , still fulu ~
just done opening facebook . one of my friends , banana , he post and say that in 2010 this coming year spm he want get 10 A+ . and i post a comment and say if he really get 10 A+ i take off my dress . muahaha ! damn stupid me . all of my friends say they waiting me to take off and let all school guys happy . LOL ! seems no ones support me but he . huh . one of my friends still say in msn he will go school and see . big LOL . then he still say , call me to eat protein more , take off dress d more nicer . and say i got a damn pretty face look . wohh ~ so so so nice words , but i know he's laughing me . ish .
left 5 days going back school , i dont want :( its going to be suffer year . need to study hard for exam . i'm too over playing in form 4 years . big sigher . someone help me copy 8 chinese essays can ? hate to copy it eh =(
mom say jan or feb will go k.L or penang again . i got prepare my rm300 d . going to buy branded stuff , shoes maybe ? hoho ~ so exciting . pavilion , i'm coming i'm coming !
just now been ask by dad , in this two months , what i learning . argh ! i hate him going to start grumbling . i dunno what should i answer =( mom say , let me tell you guys what yihui learn in this two months , in her one days plan ,
8am waked up , 10am back from breakfast . then start do housework , dry up those shirt until 12pm . then lunch till 2pm . then start open lappy watched movies , online , do homework , perhaps ? until 5pm . then go take a nap . 7pm waked , help dad do potato juice . 7.30 bathed and then go out dinner . back 9.30 then online again and start blogging until 12am .
see , my mom so nice . spying me . ish ~ holiday marr . . need to be so strict and learning too ? nahh , i tell you , I DONT WANT !
ahh , i remembered , this evening , i give my mom Gan's tuition number , i asked her to phone Gan's and asked this coming friday is 1.1.10 , got tuition boh . haha ~ i give mommy phone and then i run to outside house pretend playing with doggie them . mom still know i scared mom push the phone for me to talk . haha ! LOL ~ and at last , teacher dint answer phone . ish . and i'm not going to phone second times . ask friends can d =P
its 11.36pm now . i'm going rush my homework d . nighty night then =)
cut cut cutttttttttttttt ~
12:14 AM ♥
phew ~ tired . just came back from salon . just done cutting hair . early cut le . you know why ? first cut first long . haha ~ this hair dint seems nice . stupid cutter . my friends right , should go to delight there cut . whatever larh .
tired . i eat finish my cookies d . and need to start rushing my homework d :( and next week , school is reopen and need to start tuition d . sucks man . i hate this kind of life . hmm . . .
i gonna make my lunch . now 4.13 and dint eat yet . todds then .
sad christmas eve .
Saturday, December 26, 2009 3:17 AM ♥
i ruin my christmas eve :( i'm sick . is bored . . .
i just done wash up the car . play water then . haha . woots , i know who i celebrate my xmas with . my 3 little hamsters :D dui , gene & toi toi ~ toi was the only girl and the shy between them . i put them into a ball and let them free themselves over the floor . after one hours i gonna keep them in cage so i go find them up . guess what i saw ? dui was sleeping in the ball , not rolling . gosh ! how pig is him .
i looking towards my calender . yay ! still left 4 days then dear is coming back ! but , still left 1 more weeks school is reopen . *big sigh my homeworks still not yet settle up . this new year i dint do new school dress , cause last year i'd have one and dint think to make new one . mom calling me to try up the school dress and she scare i'm fat . i answered her up say i dint say i'm fat but i scare its short cause i growing taller ! hoho . but mom ignore me . ish . . in her eyes i'm the one who's the most short in my family , how sad . never mind , cause i'm the one who most youngest in my family sure i'm short .
last night i asked him an IQ question .
aeroplane fly over the sky will fly out the cloud , then if aeroplane fly over the sea will fly out what ? guess then . he said fly out the sea . LOL . actually is out newspapers . fly over the sea sure is an big ancident d what . haha ~ i know i'm lame .
whiu ~ going bath d . 7.15pm here . wanna out for dinner .
oh ya , i put somethings new towards this blog . is snow and love falling effect . haha . lame . i know . LOL .
cough started .
Wednesday, December 23, 2009 7:05 AM ♥
back from dinner , i just realized something . nahh , cough start . feel so so so fucking bad . this virus start from dad , then sis turn , and then me . sucks man .
today , i do a lots of 'tang yuan' , what should it called in english ? i dont quite sure . its for 'tang yuan' festival , but its should do on yesterday , i do on today . nahh , show you the photo .
101% hand made from myself . huhu ~
i lazy to rotate , but what i can say is this little monster is my niece . he trying to do indian guys when i doing 'tang yuan' . ish .
so lame . i know . cough . parents grumbling , calling to off the com , so . . . todd :)
da du di de ~
Tuesday, December 22, 2009 7:10 AM ♥
逛一条随机的街 (柏林或米兰的街) , 找一种注定的感觉 (噢就是这里的感觉)
我不惜环游全世界 踏破了铁鞋 , 来赴这前生之约
找一条有你的街 (开罗或京都的街) , 找一种回家的感觉 (是时候停下的感觉)
传说中的归根落叶 曾经多不屑, 原来最渴望的 不过这些
suddenly , i fall in love with this chinese song . sing by Yoga . thumb up :D
or ,
this not bad too :)
我沒有說謊 我何必說謊
你懂我的 我對你從來就不會假裝
我哪有說謊 請別以為你有多難忘
笑是真的不是我逞強
那首歌，真的有意思。可能，你读了，也感应到了吧？
今天是冬至，我没吃汤圆，老妈说明天才做，顺便带一些去拜拜。好闷，我真的不知道做什么。今天，陪老妈去发廊。不对，应该说，她去发廊我找朋友去麦当劳，买了一杯冰淇淋。恩，我记得了。冬至的前几天是四川发生地震。可能，已过去的事情，造就忘了吧。
好闷好闷，真得不能忍了。我挂了。嗯，晚安咯 :)
speechless .
Monday, December 21, 2009 6:18 AM ♥
he's leaving . for the 3rd days d . there's snowing , right ? i dunno how to describe how i feel now . crush , my ex is waiting me . my friend trying to chase me . i dint mean anythings , sometimes i just feel love . . . just so fucking suck . i know , i'm not pretty as you guys think , i'm not famous as you guys want . i'm not person who everyone likes . i dint mean to anythings . i just want understand what happen with me right now . the problems comes and i . . . helpless .
i think about everythings . when i together with him , his mom and my ex , i dunno want how to face them . you know what ? sometimes i just feel that if i could die , i will happy , perhaps ? i know if you see this page , you will sad ; unhappy . just let me shout out what i mind thinking can ? and , dont thinking nonsense again ya ? promise .
and i never hope to be famous . just wanna have a normal , happy life . with you ; everyone . i hate crying ; sadness come i find me . i cant concentrate for everythings . just faster come back here , make me happy can ? please . cause i'm not , and , i miss you .
snowing . its beautiful .
where are you now ? cause i'm thinking of you .
Sunday, December 20, 2009 6:38 AM ♥
i hate you ! you make me suffer !
i'm pain :( stomach pain ! cause . . . secret :)
right , today brother come back here , and . sister leaving tomorrow night .
And , he's leaving for the 2nd days . and , no online , no new article . its okay , i'm fine here . now , 10.32pm .
aaaa , so pain . left first ya . xoxo
skinssss :D
Friday, December 18, 2009 10:05 PM ♥
ahh , i changed my skin again . teehee ~ cause when online i saw this one cute , so i changed it . cute isn't ? hee :)
dear say he going Prague today , and he say yesterday he bought a sweater , not sweater maybe ? is blur colour one :) . whatever larh . dont buy d , expensive ~
nothing happen . still the same , what a boring day . this coming friday , is christmas ! jingle bell jingle bell jingle all the way :D hahas . so exciting of it . huhu ~
yesterday dint write my blog , cause . . . no reason :) i miss you so muchh ~ hmm . . . today also nothing happen , so nothing can say . just wanna say , take care ya dear , there's cold . wear somethings that will make you feel warm . i love you .
buhh ~
Thursday, December 17, 2009 7:09 AM ♥
yay ! i changed my layout . nice nice ? :D and add the chat box too . but seem . . . nothing special happen . ish ~
nahh . tomorrow need to wake early . go maths tuition . hmm . . i still remembered , when the day start form 5 maths , got a form 4 kids ask me , are you new one ? LOL ! so cute .
currently eating black current now . so so so sweetttt :) just now just cut done the kiwi and papaya for parents eat . I'M A MURDERED ! hoho :D
lame . i know .
just back from Parkson . just now planning to buy the new school shoes . but daddy say , dont buy . we buy with uncle , one of my daddy's bestie . sigh . . . though can buy for others brand for this year . for the last year . nope . no last maybe ? daddy say , you need to study FORM 6 ! omg . when i heard this , i'm thinking . . . oh god . need to . . . keep short hair for more 2 years .
yumm yumm ~ daddy feeding me eat cheese cake . i was shouting i dont want i dont want but i open my mouth . muahaha ~
back to just now topic . just now went to Giant . daddy was asking me want buy black current or not . then i faster ran to there . then , i peeking for everyone , is them looking at me ? no ~ clear . yes , i plucked it one ! muahaha xD and then , i cleaning it and try it ! is it sweet ? yes ! buy ! dont laugh me :( i know i'm nanny , just wanna know whether sweet or not marr .
hor ! dear , i texted dear d hor . say got a girl phone me for wanna know me . when i heard it i dint say anythings and direct off le nuhh . i swear ~ no cheating cheating . and sorry for that girl , i really dont know you . and i dint mean to act stuck up . just . . . wanna save my money . and dont want been bluff by people . hee :)
ahh ~ yepps , gonna stop d . we wanna watch phobia 1 & 2 . through this lappy ; sista lappy :D todds dear , todds everyone . movie first . dear , i gonna miss you nuhh . please , come back fastly . so miss you :( i love you .
what am i scream for ? this my dream part .
Wednesday, December 16, 2009 2:02 AM ♥
nothing happen today . yepps , today fasting . need to be honest for today , no lies . hahas ~
ahh . so bored . just 4.30 pm . time passed damn fucking slow sia . stomach still keep pain . not because of periods problems for sure . is eat too many chilies and spicy last night . LOL
buhh ~ dear ! i'm just woke up ! and i tell myself . hell yes , today need to miss you until endless . noon sleep . . . ish . no ones say lame words with me . the one who get me bully always is not right beside me :(
har ! mommy just went out . i forget call her buy SOMTAM ! that is one of thai food . niceeeee :D
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fasting today . not ? stupid me . still blur blur . actually , i got continued slept after waked , but can't continued the dreams , so need to waked . angel call me to waked i guess ?
when i waked , the first things i do is text dear first , then directly walk to downstairs open com to update blog . why ? i also dunno . maybe since just now i want blogging but i dint then now continue . i guess ?
here . . . going to rain or not rain ? sky seems kinda dark , on another half . but another half seems so brightttt , currently .
so let crawl , crawl , crawl . back to love .
my winamp playing this song , is sing by chris brown . nice song between . morning after dark , timbaland new song . bla bla bla the only way yeah there i heard become woeoeoe yeah . LOL . haha . die . start talk lame d . behave . okie . enough .
nahh . tomorrow go airport . if you wanted ask me where am i going ,
i'm going to . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . your mind :))
ish . accidentally heard a words : you such a fucking loser . not me rude ! is the song . i want this forever , sing by drake ft kanye west , lil wayne & enimen . yea , enimen enimen !
kay . back to my topic . actually is going to fetch my sista . she coming back . sunday back there again . then brother turns back . all my siblings keep asking me why not going k.L stay with them . holidays what . i answered : BO LUI ! NO MONEY ! haha . go there sure need a lots money first . they know that , even they busy i can go alone to shopping or cinema . but , i still prefer stay here . although joyless . i need some rest . and dear here :) stay at here nice too . wearing headphones , turn to the volume to max and SING LOUDLY ! TO BURY THE CASTLE ! BURY THE CASTLE ! or , ALL THE RIGHT MOVE FRIENDS IN ALL THE RIGHT SO YEA WE GOING DOWN ! ahh ! SO LETS CRAWL , CRAWL , CRAWL , BACK TO LOVE ~ which you prefer ? :D ya i know , you prefer no one :)
opps . neighbour besides . teehee :)) the volume of i sing need to turn low :D shhhh ~
no matter what you say towards me , its your opinion , the way you judge me . i still love to being myself . if you hate me , leave me far away or face me now . no back-words please . warned me in front of me . i still waiting your phone and call me leave him far away . I GOTTA FEELING ! wuhoooo ~ no matter who you are ! that is your weakness , scolding others without realize what yourself have done . you not a kids anymore . stop behaving childish . you humiliate me and my parents . but the person who get the most hurt , is the person that who love you . you break between you and your son privacy , you see the text that we text without his permission . if we change the position to see , would you happy if your parent do so to you ? i'm not judging you , or anythings else . i just telling you . you phone to my phone mom . in my unexpectedly . on the day me and him go to McD to lunch together . god damn . i still cant accept every words what you had tell with my mom . and I LOST MY MOM TRUST NOW ! fuck . because of you . what have i done , stuff that i mess up , i tidy up myself . i hope you see this pages . you can see the text , how you got my house phone number , everythings that you can do with my unexpectedly , well , i expect more you read this article . you break your image , in my eyes .
sorry dear , if you angry about i saying a person that important to you in your life . but i cant stand it anymore . you can hate me or leave me after see that . sorry . she's beloved .
je t'adore = i ♥ you
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 2:22 AM ♥
i was staring at calender just now . and then . . . .
SCREAM !
OH MY GOD !
of course no me freaking out . or maybe i freaking out ? GOSH !
left 18 days school reopen . woah ~ pass so fast . seriously , i feel this holi' is damn short . i got 40 article left , 8 essay to write , and some homeworks . sucks ! ummm , someone mind help me do newspapers cutting ? 40 . then i do 0 . hoho ~ and i treat you McD . on ~?
. . . . . . . tik tok tik tok . . . .
no ones answer =.=
big sigh . whatever . own stuff settle by own . throw my dirty trash for others settle is my BIG BLACK MAIL ! don't ask me why want do a good kids and pass up holi' homework , cause i want earn marks xD greedy ~ a few week dint blogging , kinda miss it up :))
ngap ngap ngap . currently eating black current . want want ? nahh :D oh ya ! i remembered somethings ! my brother , he borrowed my psp , he gonna pay back me somethings . we make a deal . once he borrowed my psp bring back to k.L , he need to pay back me 2 boxes of tiramisu chocolate and 300grams famous amos cookies and he coming back this 19th dec . hoho ~ dont blame that he have a greedy sister , should blame himself dont take my psp ! huh . and so do my sister too , she need to buy some tee for my christmas present ! what should i say ? i'm very HAPPY & GLAD to be the YOUNGEST in da family :D but . . . . . . gonna 17 . its old :((
okay . sounds pity here . someone is enjoying in Holland . nahh , i know you reading this article [for the person who enjoy at Holland now] , remember to pay me back how long you throw me alone at this boring town :(( even you dont want pay me back you should buy some candy or chocolate back for me , hor ? teehee :PP SO WHY CAN'T YOU SEE ? YOU BELONG WITH ME =) ily .
today lunch . planning to cook spaghetti and eat alone , cause my mom not gonna sharing with me , she dislike spaghetti . then . . . i sit down and watched movies , and after watched i look at the time .
say hell no ! its'd 3.23p.m . late and lazy for cook and eat lunch . so i decided go to 7eleven buy some maggie to cook . guess what ? wearing house long tee and boxer out . aaaa ! i forget ! here is k.B , fucker malays stare . chipks* already on the way d . i keep mooooovvvvvvvviiinggggg . ignore their looks . sure i will heard some words from their fuck mouth . duhh . sew up your mouth ! never see girls ? zzz . i dont understand
why . . . some of malays guys is so cheap ? nahh . bad moral ? nope . maybe ? whatever , non of my concern . of course , some malays guys NICEEE :D
my friends lurh . lame some more . aha .
ahh , got to go
dear , stop here . remember my question ? why when cow move she need to out moo sounds ? haha ~
cause she telling us she's moooooooooooooooooooooving =D . na a , dont say me lame ,
is you want me to cheers you . then when batman called robin in cars what he said ? nahh ,
robin , in car . haha ! shh . mai laugh or smile or think me what alone towards the p.c eh ! teehee =)
really got to go . someone shouting me for help = mom .
todds dear =)
je t'adore .
remember ! i love you =))
wheee ~
Monday, December 14, 2009 7:49 AM ♥
bla bla bla ~ nothing to say actually . and lazy to press the words . so , nighty night earth human :)
♡ 
count down for sch reopen -_____-
Monday, December 28, 2009 11:04 PM ♥
still left 4 days . 4 !
4 . times passed sooooooooooooooo fast . i just having a break . a coffee break ? i'm rushing my homework . hurm . . i still got a lots of homework need to do . open lappy and keep viewing calender . so fast , its tuesday turn . then wednesday , thursday , friday & saturday ! OMG ! why i seems like scare of school reopen ? should it be excited not ? ish . am i will going to be mad ? maybe ? guess so ? then i should be in rehab . another OMG .
big sigher . i'm so so so . . . annoying . annoyed of ? the stupid ugly hair ? the stupid homework ? GOD , PLEASE SAVE ME ! if god heard my prays , imagine that after i done and post this blog , when i going to continued my homework , ting ! my all homework done ~ then school reopen will be delayed until next year ? mai , too greedy d . delay until end of march . hoho ~ how fun is that !
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lame . i know . just imagine what . police wont catch one . teehee ~
argh ! i'm so starving ~ ba la ba la ba ~ i'm lovin it . ish , i'm thinking of McDonald's . 3pm coming . the cheap lunch meals going to close d luu . . . fast fast , thinking what i going to eat . ermmmmm . . . . nothing . cause i'm not going . nahh , eat kisses better , what a huge da bian , actually is chocolate , but its shape like da bian . haha ~ GROSS , i know.
times control me ! argh ~
7:39 AM ♥
just back from marry brown . we go to airport , to test drive . i'm driving ! muahaha ~ just joking . next year just drive , perhaps ? in march . hoho ~ that fast food restaurant kinda nice , nice interior . its seat is like swing that kind . i sit that seat with my brother , then we played like the kids . ish . until now , still fulu ~
just done opening facebook . one of my friends , banana , he post and say that in 2010 this coming year spm he want get 10 A+ . and i post a comment and say if he really get 10 A+ i take off my dress . muahaha ! damn stupid me . all of my friends say they waiting me to take off and let all school guys happy . LOL ! seems no ones support me but he . huh . one of my friends still say in msn he will go school and see . big LOL . then he still say , call me to eat protein more , take off dress d more nicer . and say i got a damn pretty face look . wohh ~ so so so nice words , but i know he's laughing me . ish .
left 5 days going back school , i dont want :( its going to be suffer year . need to study hard for exam . i'm too over playing in form 4 years . big sigher . someone help me copy 8 chinese essays can ? hate to copy it eh =(
mom say jan or feb will go k.L or penang again . i got prepare my rm300 d . going to buy branded stuff , shoes maybe ? hoho ~ so exciting . pavilion , i'm coming i'm coming !
just now been ask by dad , in this two months , what i learning . argh ! i hate him going to start grumbling . i dunno what should i answer =( mom say , let me tell you guys what yihui learn in this two months , in her one days plan ,
8am waked up , 10am back from breakfast . then start do housework , dry up those shirt until 12pm . then lunch till 2pm . then start open lappy watched movies , online , do homework , perhaps ? until 5pm . then go take a nap . 7pm waked , help dad do potato juice . 7.30 bathed and then go out dinner . back 9.30 then online again and start blogging until 12am .
see , my mom so nice . spying me . ish ~ holiday marr . . need to be so strict and learning too ? nahh , i tell you , I DONT WANT !
ahh , i remembered , this evening , i give my mom Gan's tuition number , i asked her to phone Gan's and asked this coming friday is 1.1.10 , got tuition boh . haha ~ i give mommy phone and then i run to outside house pretend playing with doggie them . mom still know i scared mom push the phone for me to talk . haha ! LOL ~ and at last , teacher dint answer phone . ish . and i'm not going to phone second times . ask friends can d =P
its 11.36pm now . i'm going rush my homework d . nighty night then =)
cut cut cutttttttttttttt ~
12:14 AM ♥
phew ~ tired . just came back from salon . just done cutting hair . early cut le . you know why ? first cut first long . haha ~ this hair dint seems nice . stupid cutter . my friends right , should go to delight there cut . whatever larh .
tired . i eat finish my cookies d . and need to start rushing my homework d :( and next week , school is reopen and need to start tuition d . sucks man . i hate this kind of life . hmm . . .
i gonna make my lunch . now 4.13 and dint eat yet . todds then .
sad christmas eve .
Saturday, December 26, 2009 3:17 AM ♥
i ruin my christmas eve :( i'm sick . is bored . . .
i just done wash up the car . play water then . haha . woots , i know who i celebrate my xmas with . my 3 little hamsters :D dui , gene & toi toi ~ toi was the only girl and the shy between them . i put them into a ball and let them free themselves over the floor . after one hours i gonna keep them in cage so i go find them up . guess what i saw ? dui was sleeping in the ball , not rolling . gosh ! how pig is him .
i looking towards my calender . yay ! still left 4 days then dear is coming back ! but , still left 1 more weeks school is reopen . *big sigh my homeworks still not yet settle up . this new year i dint do new school dress , cause last year i'd have one and dint think to make new one . mom calling me to try up the school dress and she scare i'm fat . i answered her up say i dint say i'm fat but i scare its short cause i growing taller ! hoho . but mom ignore me . ish . . in her eyes i'm the one who's the most short in my family , how sad . never mind , cause i'm the one who most youngest in my family sure i'm short .
last night i asked him an IQ question .
aeroplane fly over the sky will fly out the cloud , then if aeroplane fly over the sea will fly out what ? guess then . he said fly out the sea . LOL . actually is out newspapers . fly over the sea sure is an big ancident d what . haha ~ i know i'm lame .
whiu ~ going bath d . 7.15pm here . wanna out for dinner .
oh ya , i put somethings new towards this blog . is snow and love falling effect . haha . lame . i know . LOL .
cough started .
Wednesday, December 23, 2009 7:05 AM ♥
back from dinner , i just realized something . nahh , cough start . feel so so so fucking bad . this virus start from dad , then sis turn , and then me . sucks man .
today , i do a lots of 'tang yuan' , what should it called in english ? i dont quite sure . its for 'tang yuan' festival , but its should do on yesterday , i do on today . nahh , show you the photo .
101% hand made from myself . huhu ~
i lazy to rotate , but what i can say is this little monster is my niece . he trying to do indian guys when i doing 'tang yuan' . ish .
so lame . i know . cough . parents grumbling , calling to off the com , so . . . todd :)
da du di de ~
Tuesday, December 22, 2009 7:10 AM ♥
逛一条随机的街 (柏林或米兰的街) , 找一种注定的感觉 (噢就是这里的感觉)
我不惜环游全世界 踏破了铁鞋 , 来赴这前生之约
找一条有你的街 (开罗或京都的街) , 找一种回家的感觉 (是时候停下的感觉)
传说中的归根落叶 曾经多不屑, 原来最渴望的 不过这些
suddenly , i fall in love with this chinese song . sing by Yoga . thumb up :D
or ,
this not bad too :)
我沒有說謊 我何必說謊
你懂我的 我對你從來就不會假裝
我哪有說謊 請別以為你有多難忘
笑是真的不是我逞強
那首歌，真的有意思。可能，你读了，也感应到了吧？
今天是冬至，我没吃汤圆，老妈说明天才做，顺便带一些去拜拜。好闷，我真的不知道做什么。今天，陪老妈去发廊。不对，应该说，她去发廊我找朋友去麦当劳，买了一杯冰淇淋。恩，我记得了。冬至的前几天是四川发生地震。可能，已过去的事情，造就忘了吧。
好闷好闷，真得不能忍了。我挂了。嗯，晚安咯 :)
speechless .
Monday, December 21, 2009 6:18 AM ♥
he's leaving . for the 3rd days d . there's snowing , right ? i dunno how to describe how i feel now . crush , my ex is waiting me . my friend trying to chase me . i dint mean anythings , sometimes i just feel love . . . just so fucking suck . i know , i'm not pretty as you guys think , i'm not famous as you guys want . i'm not person who everyone likes . i dint mean to anythings . i just want understand what happen with me right now . the problems comes and i . . . helpless .
i think about everythings . when i together with him , his mom and my ex , i dunno want how to face them . you know what ? sometimes i just feel that if i could die , i will happy , perhaps ? i know if you see this page , you will sad ; unhappy . just let me shout out what i mind thinking can ? and , dont thinking nonsense again ya ? promise .
and i never hope to be famous . just wanna have a normal , happy life . with you ; everyone . i hate crying ; sadness come i find me . i cant concentrate for everythings . just faster come back here , make me happy can ? please . cause i'm not , and , i miss you .
snowing . its beautiful .
where are you now ? cause i'm thinking of you .
Sunday, December 20, 2009 6:38 AM ♥
i hate you ! you make me suffer !
i'm pain :( stomach pain ! cause . . . secret :)
right , today brother come back here , and . sister leaving tomorrow night .
And , he's leaving for the 2nd days . and , no online , no new article . its okay , i'm fine here . now , 10.32pm .
aaaa , so pain . left first ya . xoxo
skinssss :D
Friday, December 18, 2009 10:05 PM ♥
ahh , i changed my skin again . teehee ~ cause when online i saw this one cute , so i changed it . cute isn't ? hee :)
dear say he going Prague today , and he say yesterday he bought a sweater , not sweater maybe ? is blur colour one :) . whatever larh . dont buy d , expensive ~
nothing happen . still the same , what a boring day . this coming friday , is christmas ! jingle bell jingle bell jingle all the way :D hahas . so exciting of it . huhu ~
yesterday dint write my blog , cause . . . no reason :) i miss you so muchh ~ hmm . . . today also nothing happen , so nothing can say . just wanna say , take care ya dear , there's cold . wear somethings that will make you feel warm . i love you .
buhh ~
Thursday, December 17, 2009 7:09 AM ♥
yay ! i changed my layout . nice nice ? :D and add the chat box too . but seem . . . nothing special happen . ish ~
nahh . tomorrow need to wake early . go maths tuition . hmm . . i still remembered , when the day start form 5 maths , got a form 4 kids ask me , are you new one ? LOL ! so cute .
currently eating black current now . so so so sweetttt :) just now just cut done the kiwi and papaya for parents eat . I'M A MURDERED ! hoho :D
lame . i know .
just back from Parkson . just now planning to buy the new school shoes . but daddy say , dont buy . we buy with uncle , one of my daddy's bestie . sigh . . . though can buy for others brand for this year . for the last year . nope . no last maybe ? daddy say , you need to study FORM 6 ! omg . when i heard this , i'm thinking . . . oh god . need to . . . keep short hair for more 2 years .
yumm yumm ~ daddy feeding me eat cheese cake . i was shouting i dont want i dont want but i open my mouth . muahaha ~
back to just now topic . just now went to Giant . daddy was asking me want buy black current or not . then i faster ran to there . then , i peeking for everyone , is them looking at me ? no ~ clear . yes , i plucked it one ! muahaha xD and then , i cleaning it and try it ! is it sweet ? yes ! buy ! dont laugh me :( i know i'm nanny , just wanna know whether sweet or not marr .
hor ! dear , i texted dear d hor . say got a girl phone me for wanna know me . when i heard it i dint say anythings and direct off le nuhh . i swear ~ no cheating cheating . and sorry for that girl , i really dont know you . and i dint mean to act stuck up . just . . . wanna save my money . and dont want been bluff by people . hee :)
ahh ~ yepps , gonna stop d . we wanna watch phobia 1 & 2 . through this lappy ; sista lappy :D todds dear , todds everyone . movie first . dear , i gonna miss you nuhh . please , come back fastly . so miss you :( i love you .
what am i scream for ? this my dream part .
Wednesday, December 16, 2009 2:02 AM ♥
nothing happen today . yepps , today fasting . need to be honest for today , no lies . hahas ~
ahh . so bored . just 4.30 pm . time passed damn fucking slow sia . stomach still keep pain . not because of periods problems for sure . is eat too many chilies and spicy last night . LOL
buhh ~ dear ! i'm just woke up ! and i tell myself . hell yes , today need to miss you until endless . noon sleep . . . ish . no ones say lame words with me . the one who get me bully always is not right beside me :(
har ! mommy just went out . i forget call her buy SOMTAM ! that is one of thai food . niceeeee :D
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fasting today . not ? stupid me . still blur blur . actually , i got continued slept after waked , but can't continued the dreams , so need to waked . angel call me to waked i guess ?
when i waked , the first things i do is text dear first , then directly walk to downstairs open com to update blog . why ? i also dunno . maybe since just now i want blogging but i dint then now continue . i guess ?
here . . . going to rain or not rain ? sky seems kinda dark , on another half . but another half seems so brightttt , currently .
so let crawl , crawl , crawl . back to love .
my winamp playing this song , is sing by chris brown . nice song between . morning after dark , timbaland new song . bla bla bla the only way yeah there i heard become woeoeoe yeah . LOL . haha . die . start talk lame d . behave . okie . enough .
nahh . tomorrow go airport . if you wanted ask me where am i going ,
i'm going to . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . your mind :))
ish . accidentally heard a words : you such a fucking loser . not me rude ! is the song . i want this forever , sing by drake ft kanye west , lil wayne & enimen . yea , enimen enimen !
kay . back to my topic . actually is going to fetch my sista . she coming back . sunday back there again . then brother turns back . all my siblings keep asking me why not going k.L stay with them . holidays what . i answered : BO LUI ! NO MONEY ! haha . go there sure need a lots money first . they know that , even they busy i can go alone to shopping or cinema . but , i still prefer stay here . although joyless . i need some rest . and dear here :) stay at here nice too . wearing headphones , turn to the volume to max and SING LOUDLY ! TO BURY THE CASTLE ! BURY THE CASTLE ! or , ALL THE RIGHT MOVE FRIENDS IN ALL THE RIGHT SO YEA WE GOING DOWN ! ahh ! SO LETS CRAWL , CRAWL , CRAWL , BACK TO LOVE ~ which you prefer ? :D ya i know , you prefer no one :)
opps . neighbour besides . teehee :)) the volume of i sing need to turn low :D shhhh ~
no matter what you say towards me , its your opinion , the way you judge me . i still love to being myself . if you hate me , leave me far away or face me now . no back-words please . warned me in front of me . i still waiting your phone and call me leave him far away . I GOTTA FEELING ! wuhoooo ~ no matter who you are ! that is your weakness , scolding others without realize what yourself have done . you not a kids anymore . stop behaving childish . you humiliate me and my parents . but the person who get the most hurt , is the person that who love you . you break between you and your son privacy , you see the text that we text without his permission . if we change the position to see , would you happy if your parent do so to you ? i'm not judging you , or anythings else . i just telling you . you phone to my phone mom . in my unexpectedly . on the day me and him go to McD to lunch together . god damn . i still cant accept every words what you had tell with my mom . and I LOST MY MOM TRUST NOW ! fuck . because of you . what have i done , stuff that i mess up , i tidy up myself . i hope you see this pages . you can see the text , how you got my house phone number , everythings that you can do with my unexpectedly , well , i expect more you read this article . you break your image , in my eyes .
sorry dear , if you angry about i saying a person that important to you in your life . but i cant stand it anymore . you can hate me or leave me after see that . sorry . she's beloved .
je t'adore = i ♥ you
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 2:22 AM ♥
i was staring at calender just now . and then . . . .
SCREAM !
OH MY GOD !
of course no me freaking out . or maybe i freaking out ? GOSH !
left 18 days school reopen . woah ~ pass so fast . seriously , i feel this holi' is damn short . i got 40 article left , 8 essay to write , and some homeworks . sucks ! ummm , someone mind help me do newspapers cutting ? 40 . then i do 0 . hoho ~ and i treat you McD . on ~?
. . . . . . . tik tok tik tok . . . .
no ones answer =.=
big sigh . whatever . own stuff settle by own . throw my dirty trash for others settle is my BIG BLACK MAIL ! don't ask me why want do a good kids and pass up holi' homework , cause i want earn marks xD greedy ~ a few week dint blogging , kinda miss it up :))
ngap ngap ngap . currently eating black current . want want ? nahh :D oh ya ! i remembered somethings ! my brother , he borrowed my psp , he gonna pay back me somethings . we make a deal . once he borrowed my psp bring back to k.L , he need to pay back me 2 boxes of tiramisu chocolate and 300grams famous amos cookies and he coming back this 19th dec . hoho ~ dont blame that he have a greedy sister , should blame himself dont take my psp ! huh . and so do my sister too , she need to buy some tee for my christmas present ! what should i say ? i'm very HAPPY & GLAD to be the YOUNGEST in da family :D but . . . . . . gonna 17 . its old :((
okay . sounds pity here . someone is enjoying in Holland . nahh , i know you reading this article [for the person who enjoy at Holland now] , remember to pay me back how long you throw me alone at this boring town :(( even you dont want pay me back you should buy some candy or chocolate back for me , hor ? teehee :PP SO WHY CAN'T YOU SEE ? YOU BELONG WITH ME =) ily .
today lunch . planning to cook spaghetti and eat alone , cause my mom not gonna sharing with me , she dislike spaghetti . then . . . i sit down and watched movies , and after watched i look at the time .
say hell no ! its'd 3.23p.m . late and lazy for cook and eat lunch . so i decided go to 7eleven buy some maggie to cook . guess what ? wearing house long tee and boxer out . aaaa ! i forget ! here is k.B , fucker malays stare . chipks* already on the way d . i keep mooooovvvvvvvviiinggggg . ignore their looks . sure i will heard some words from their fuck mouth . duhh . sew up your mouth ! never see girls ? zzz . i dont understand
why . . . some of malays guys is so cheap ? nahh . bad moral ? nope . maybe ? whatever , non of my concern . of course , some malays guys NICEEE :D
my friends lurh . lame some more . aha .
ahh , got to go
dear , stop here . remember my question ? why when cow move she need to out moo sounds ? haha ~
cause she telling us she's moooooooooooooooooooooving =D . na a , dont say me lame ,
is you want me to cheers you . then when batman called robin in cars what he said ? nahh ,
robin , in car . haha ! shh . mai laugh or smile or think me what alone towards the p.c eh ! teehee =)
really got to go . someone shouting me for help = mom .
todds dear =)
je t'adore .
remember ! i love you =))
wheee ~
Monday, December 14, 2009 7:49 AM ♥
bla bla bla ~ nothing to say actually . and lazy to press the words . so , nighty night earth human :)
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