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Wednesday, December 16, 2009 2:02 AM ♥


nothing happen today . yepps , today fasting . need to be honest for today , no lies . hahas ~ 

ahh . so bored . just 4.30 pm . time passed damn fucking slow sia . stomach still keep pain . not because of periods problems for sure . is eat too many chilies and spicy last night . LOL

buhh ~ dear ! i'm just woke up ! and i tell myself . hell yes , today need to miss you until endless . noon sleep . . . ish . no ones say lame words with me . the one who get me bully always is not right beside me :( 

har ! mommy just went out . i forget call her buy SOMTAM ! that is one of thai food . niceeeee :D

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fasting today . not ? stupid me . still blur blur . actually , i got continued slept after waked , but can't continued the dreams , so need to waked . angel call me to waked i guess ?

when i waked , the first things i do is text dear first , then directly walk to downstairs open com to update blog . why ? i also dunno . maybe since just now i want blogging but i dint then now continue . i guess ?

here . . . going to rain or not rain ? sky seems kinda dark , on another half . but another half seems so brightttt , currently .

so let crawl , crawl , crawl . back to love .

my winamp playing this song , is sing by chris brown . nice song between . morning after dark , timbaland new song . bla bla bla the only way yeah there i heard become woeoeoe yeah . LOL . haha . die . start talk lame d . behave . okie . enough .

nahh . tomorrow go airport . if you wanted ask me where am i going ,

i'm going to . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . your mind :))  

ish . accidentally heard a words : you such a fucking loser .  not me rude ! is the song . i want this forever , sing by drake ft kanye west , lil wayne & enimen . yea , enimen enimen !

kay . back to my topic . actually is going to fetch my sista . she coming back . sunday back there again . then brother turns back . all my siblings keep asking me why not going k.L stay with them . holidays what . i answered : BO LUI ! NO MONEY ! haha . go there sure need a lots money first . they know that , even they busy i can go alone to shopping or cinema . but , i still prefer stay here . although joyless . i need some rest . and dear here :) stay at here nice too . wearing headphones , turn to the volume to max and SING LOUDLY ! TO BURY THE CASTLE ! BURY THE CASTLE ! or , ALL THE RIGHT MOVE FRIENDS IN ALL THE RIGHT SO YEA WE GOING DOWN ! ahh ! SO LETS CRAWL , CRAWL , CRAWL , BACK TO LOVE ~ which you prefer ? :D ya i know , you prefer no one :)

opps . neighbour besides . teehee :)) the volume of i sing need to turn low :D shhhh ~

no matter what you say towards me , its your opinion , the way you judge me . i still love to being myself . if you hate me , leave me far away or face me now . no back-words please . warned me in front of me . i still waiting your phone and call me leave him far away . I GOTTA FEELING ! wuhoooo ~ no matter who you are ! that is your weakness , scolding others without realize what yourself have done . you not a kids anymore . stop behaving childish . you humiliate me and my parents . but the person who get the most hurt , is the person that who love you . you break between you and your son privacy , you see the text that we text without his permission . if we change the position to see , would you happy if your parent do so to you ? i'm not judging you , or anythings else . i just telling you . you phone to my phone mom . in my unexpectedly . on the day me and him go to McD to lunch together . god damn . i still cant accept every words what you had tell with my mom . and I LOST MY MOM TRUST NOW ! fuck . because of you . what have i done , stuff that i mess up , i tidy up myself . i hope you see this pages . you can see the text , how you got my house phone number , everythings that you can do with my unexpectedly , well , i expect more you read this article . you break your image , in my eyes .

sorry dear , if you angry about i saying a person that important to you in your life . but i cant stand it anymore . you can hate me or leave me after see that . sorry . she's beloved .


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