speechless .

Monday, December 21, 2009 6:18 AM ♥


he's leaving . for the 3rd days d . there's snowing , right ? i dunno how to describe how i feel now . crush , my ex is waiting me . my friend trying to chase me . i dint mean anythings , sometimes i just feel love . . . just so fucking suck . i know , i'm not pretty as you guys think , i'm not famous as you guys want . i'm not person who everyone likes . i dint mean to anythings . i just want understand what happen with me right now . the problems comes and i . . . helpless .

i think about everythings . when i together with him , his mom and my ex , i dunno want how to face them . you know what ? sometimes i just feel that if i could die , i will happy , perhaps ? i know if you see this page , you will sad ; unhappy . just let me shout out what i mind thinking can ? and , dont thinking nonsense again ya ? promise .

and i never hope to be famous . just wanna have a normal , happy life . with you ; everyone . i hate crying ; sadness come i find me . i cant concentrate for everythings . just faster come back here , make me happy can ? please . cause i'm not , and , i miss you .




snowing . its beautiful .


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